well. once again its the 20th of september.

a big shout out to both SHIQA AND SHA!!!

happy 17th bdae girls.

love u girls. muaks.

i'll buy you new socks shiqa and a whole year supply of MAGGI'S chilli sauce to sha.

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and when days like this.

i would love to say this. i love my two bestest friends so much.

really.( i love all of my other girlfriends too ok.i'll talk about them in other entries k)

the three of us had grown up so much since those primary school days.

and the real reason as to why we can remain this close since those days,

is still a heuge wonder.

we never made it to the same secondary school and that makes us way diff

from those everyday kinda school girls friendships.

and we laugh at each other old geeky days all the time

and thats a good thing coz i knew them as

siti rashiqah jalil and nur amanina yazid.and im nurul asmida ithnin.

now that the 3 of us are 17, its really scary to see who will bid the first goodbye,

i mean like we cant live so near to each other forever right.

its so scary to even start to think about it.

but it's ironic,that we talk about our future to each other almost all the time.

haha. sometimes we can ridicule oursleves by wishing that our daughters will grow up

to be friends too.

when its a fact that we cant control human nature and god's gift.and who can ever control

this killer machine called time.

its really a good and nice feeling to know that i can just walk up to shiqa's house in an ugly shirt n shorts and

geeky specs in 5 min flat. whenever im feeling low.

really.but if i were to run, it would be ard 3 min.

before that i'll have to pass some weird aunties doing some weird exercises under the void deck.

then past the jungle by the door and propped by her bed

and pull her bear's hair.

and complain to her about how dusty her room is.

and then i'll start rubbing my nose. and she'll start laughing.

and then i'll choose her clothes for her to wear.

and then we used to cook maggi mee and tuna.sometimes we watch vcds.and we read magazines.and we'll compare heights.and we'll lie down and laugh.and then i get to see my bdae gift for her being used as something else, on the radio.

and no, i dont need to tell her whats wrong, coz doing whatever was stated above will make my day.

and ill be ok the next minute.

and then there's nina.

it is also good to know that i can call her up anytime.

like the other day, i was panicking over GEMS and i called her up

eventhough she is clueless about GEMS

then i started gibbering about what happened.and why it happened.i was talking so fast that i couldnt evern hear myself.

and then she'll talk even more when obviously she still has no clue as to what im talking about,

to calm me down.

and it works ok.really.

and i can always meet her at bangkit.i mean like, im so sick of bubble tea and 7-11.

but we still buy those stuffs .

and with her, both of us can wear specs and not realise that both of us are doing so until the end of the day,

prolly because, she see me in specs most of the time,like in geeky pri. school days.

and then, we always carry out converations which are so dot dot dot.i dont know what ever rubbish we always talk about. and thats how we communicate and share our probs.its called indirect speech.

and each time in her room, we'll listen to 'pink' cd songs. and sing it out. and i miss jelapang's house.

i miss ayam brazil.and right now, i forgot how teck whye house is, coz i still have a vivid shot of how jelapang house was.

and i always demand for the clock i gave her to be on her desk all the time.

well at least make it above all the stuffs piled on top of the desk.

im so gibberish.

gibberish noun : unintelligible talk or writing.

and now.

i hear our laughter.

haha.

u girls hear it too?